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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
flippin freakin ball of dung
I almost wrote and published an entire blog complaining about my 'boyfriend' who I thought might be planning to randomly come and see me wednesday or thursday. But then I went back and re-read the messages he wrote me over the weekend, and I'm not so sure it'll be him coming to see me anymore. I have no idea who else it would be, but I don't want to jump to conclusions and make a mountain out of a mole hill. Here's what he said:
~*heh your present is doubley special now cause I've gotten it delivered by someone special!!! Heh you'll like the surprise ALOT!!! But I'm not going to tell you who...lets just say that you haven't seem him in a long time ;) and you'll enjoy it when he shows up!!!
I can't wait to see everything on you!!! When are you going to the doctor's office with Lexie on Wendsday? Cause it'll show up sometime Wendsday night if not Thrusday morning!!! ... I can't wait to see you!!! You'll like your present heh it's kind of like getting two of them!!! I can't wait to see you again!!! Oh and I didn't get it sized cause I didn't know what size you said 5 or 6 so I just decided to wait and we'd do it together cause I'm going to be seeing you in less than 2 months so I'll get the ring size and then we'll go from there...plus Zales will do it for free with the reciept I have!!! Like I said can't wait to see you!!!*~
What is all that supposed to mean? I thought it was a dead giveaway that it would be him, especially the first paragraph, then I read the second paragraph more carefully and something about it kinda makes me think he's sending... a mutual friend?? No, it's gotta be him, no one else would drive halfway across the country just to spend a day or something with me.
That dedication may seem sweet, and romantic, except he didn't ask me about it before he decided to go ahead with it. He just informes me that *someone* is going to show up at my sister's house whether it's accepted or not. I don't think my sister is going to like a little teenager to be sleeping in her house, or spending time with her on-duty nanny. I don't know what this kid expects me to do. Children don't give 'time off', and I sure as hell am not compromising my last few days with my niece just to bloody accomidate his impulses.
UGH this boy is driving me INSANE
...Oh yeah. My eventful trip to Tallahasse. I was planning on posting all about it tonight, since we got back this afternoon. Now, I don't feel so much like it.
One thing I will say: I kinda hoped I might bet a few tangible reasons to 'call it off' with 'the boy' but those fell through. Two of them were unable to be reached, and the other one was probably busy with other things. In any case, I have no replacement for ze robere. Unless I go back to el exie, which is never a good idea. But it has been tempting me for some time, in the form of his wanting me to come back to him.Not that there is much to come back to, since we were a strictly online/over the phone couple, yet there was still something about talking to him that made me feel... real, or alive. It was a real conversation, which I'm not used to having with those of the opposite sex. Certainly not robere, for all he acts I could be his f*ing pet rock.
And I got my cartaledge (sp?) pierced yesterday morning at the mall in Tallahasse. Iy makes me look like a pirate when I wear bandanas. To complete the effect I could put a hoop in the same ear, a flippin big hoop. That would be swcheet.