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Friday, July 21, 2006
recovery... is it forever?
After the little incident last night, Steph and I are doing well. We felt better instantly after we knew Lexie was okay, Steph allways knew Lexie was okay. But Steve? He's still freaking out, even though she's perfectly okay. Freaking out might not be the right phrase, but he's acting really weird. He was in the room just now and he kept going on and on about how it was scary, and how he didn't blame me. About five times I'd explained to him that I had forgiven myself, Lexie was okay, nothing was wrong. I know he might be trying to make me feel better, and wanting to talk about it to help himself feel better... But it's kind of creeping me out how loopy he is. I asked him if he's gotten any sleep, or any food to eat. He said he couldn't sleep last night, kept checking in on Lexie to see if she still breathing, but he had some lunch.
*sigh* I'm glad my mom wasn't the crazy worrier that he keeps telling me his was. Makes me want to call my mom up and tell her thanks for not messing me up. (i'm not trying to say Steve is messed up, I'm just saying that she didn't help him by making him paranoid, and babying his brother into permenant childhood) Hopefully Steve didn't jump off the band wagon again, but it's not really my place to go asking him if he did or not.
Beach this weekend! That's about all I can say about that. I have no energy it seems, like all of us here at the ol' house. That's proably why we need this weekend at the beach. I don't know about Steve and Steph, but I plan to spend my time just relaxing. A big towel, sunglasses, a lemonade, and i'll be ready to soak in some sun. R&R is what we all need here, and I hope Steve soaks it in and gets over last night's incident.
-paige